25.06.2010

Today was liviaa && josh's birthday party, my mum took me and tom theere, she wants me to marry tom, Oh Dear!  anyway it was AMAZING! at the party, except when i told .... that carina wont go out with him because she dont like relationships. but then he kinda ignored me for the rest of the night, i felt like crying tbh i was really upset, but then i made friends with a guyy called reece :L  hes cool we were doing stupid && crazy dances together and i got him on facebook & i have his number. it was really awkward at the party because me & tom slow danced but we only did it for like a minute because were best friends it got sorta awkward, i could see .... looking at me && i really wanted to dance with him tbh, shame i didnt really, i got really sore feet though i think i might get bunions,  and im REALLY tired im gunna go to bed. it midnight & im goin out at 9 plus i have my dance exam Faaaaak saakee.

22/06/2010

well, this is the start of my internet diary, tbh i don't think i can share much on here, but then again no one will probably see this, except maybe my best friend.  atm some freaky shits goin on in my house, it was built like 4 years ago on a old peoples home, we think theres a ghost :L i know i probably sound derranged and an idiot, but i woke up to my door opening and its really had to open, the type you have to put effort in to open and the floorboards were creaking and they only do that when theres someone walking on them,  also my glass table in the living room smashed but only a big chunk fell out of it when it shoulda just shattered, and the creepiest thing is that when we ring people on the home phone we can hear them but the other person can't here us and hear a little girl called saffron asking for her grandad. anyway, about me; im in year 8 probz the shittiest year in the universe, basically everyone is fucking mental, it can be fun though, just i need to find true friends before i start yr 9 i mean i think i might have some, but i never know what they might say behind my back. I hate school, FAAAAKIN HATE IT.  atleast its nearly summer, haa cant believe how much im writing, tbh i cant stop, my way to stay calm. except im still freaked out bout that saffron thing i wrote on my bedroom wall if she was there and she replied yes I faakin shat myself,  loads of peoplee thingg im lyingg bout the whole thing, including dan canning, (eeurrghh i hate him) but its actually REAL, ooooofffft, i can't stop thinking about ... him  i love him, he fancies me someone else and one of my bestest carina,  but he doesnt understand how much and how long i've loved him. i need him in my life, but hes such a flirt he dumps people for rediculous things. i dont know if i can handle being dumped by him again :(   err i need to do my science homework but i CBA. i got a pretty amazing party to go to on friday :) its my friends Liviaa && Joshh,  its a masked ball :)  i love my shoes that im getting there FOUR inches!!  pretty happy bout that tbh and im making my mask, its gunaa look good (hopefully) and then on saturday i have a dance exam my silver one, not that nervous tbh, i was practising one of the dances since last november :)  Teeeheee i just did a pee and you probably didnt wanna know that but you should :) gunaa paint my bits of wood i made in tech today then go upstairs to see if saffron has wrote on my wall.  Tommorroww is the england game, i dont get why people are saying that i dont even like football, LOL They dont know me and what i watch, i've watched every game that england have played and some others playing in the world cup. COME ON ENGLAND.!  I really want them to win, they havn't in ages, so im making my mum write me and alice a not so we can go home and watch the football :)  i hope my mum will write alices but i dunno if she will, tbh she probably would :) ooooffft im gunaa go now, im gunna write more tomorrow... after the football :)